Living Single

The past two weeks, I havent posted anything due to my schedule changing —> Back to college classes I go!

But, within those two weeks and the previous weeks, I have been experiencing life in a whole new way.

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Happily Living Single

I never thought I would be so content in being single. I thought that by this time in my life I would either be courting or married, which, neither of them happened. And I am so cool with that.

I am so cool with it that I am considering that maybe, just maybe, marriage isn’t for me. I am hype about life just being about God and I! I am excited for what He has in store.

But, on the other hand, I have a strong desire to have a husband and children. But, I also know that if it never comes, that part of my life will not break me. In the past, I have allowed the perceptions of what society says I should do to become a burden in my life. However, now, I am free from that. I fought it and won the war.

However, it is funny how I feel that “I am next” in line to marriage. It is not that everyone is looking at me, at least I assume, but I just feel this nostalgia that I am next.

Maybe it is my brother’s soon to marriage that is conjuring up feelings; or, seeing my friends buying homes and establishing life long friendships snd romantic relationships. Maybe my strong imagination has caught up to me. Or maybe… just maybe.. God is saying it is time.