Dear Future Husband,
I am not sure where to begin. It is not because I am not at a lost for words, but it is because I want to say everything at once and even more.
Although we have yet to meet, I love you and care for you. I think about you often and wonder what life will be like with you. At one time, you were nothing but a fairytale to me; a dream begging to come to true. But now, I know that it is real; that you are real. God made that quite clear.
When prompted, Holy Spirit lets me know when and what to pray for you. I would pray for you regularly, but most of the time I am at a lost for words. Not because I want to say everything at once, but because I have no idea what you are facing.
I become intimidated by my own words and feelings that my fears of praying the wrong thing get in the way of hearing Holy Spirit on what to pray.
I am still working on that. God has broken down the strongholds and showing me a new way and destroying my way of doing things. It was never going to get me anywhere anyway.
But, the reason why I am writing this letter to you is because God prompted me to do (I tried to get away but He wouldn’t let me, lol) and I want to let the world know, even before we are face to face, that I love you and miss you, deeply.
I find myself thinking that I am strange because of the times that my heart longs for you. Do not worry; My heart is not troubled nor aching. God is my portion and He has my heart in check. It’s just that I can feel you and miss you sometimes.
I know in my spirit that all is well with you. I constantly and consistently pray that you stay with God. That is the only way you can survive. I pray that the same joy, peace, and love I am experiencing with our Father, you are experiencing too. I pray and hope that you are flourishing and prospering further than you ever expected and that you are letting God love up on you as much as He wants too. I pray that everything that is against you, will not trouble you nor shake you; you have the Word and God within you and that is all you need. I pray that you are trusting His very word and that whatever you lack, you seek to gain from Him. I pray for your family, friends, and all those who are around you; I pray they are filling you up with the love of the Lord.
And most of all… I pray that through this whole process… you are learning to love you. Please do not be harsh on yourself, nor, compare yourself with others. You are on the right track; you are right where you are suppose to be.
I love you. And I will not say that I can’t wait to see you; I can wait. I want God to have His complete and finished work in you and me before we become one. So, as He has sustained me, there is no doubt in my mind that He has sustained you too.
Keep your eyes to the sky my dear and I will see you soon ❤️.
With love,
Love,
Me.
