For the past month or so, I have been planning and preparing to rent out an apartment. I have been wanting my own living space for a while now, but now, I am finally in a space of financially supporting myself enough to make that happen. Now, I realize that when renting an apartment, it …
Last Sunday was my first Sunday being back at church in MONTHS. Normally, I don't take a hiatus from church, at all. However, with school, a full time internship, a part-time job, and studying (with multiple papers mingled in), I could only catch the live-stream services. This being my first Sunday back, I wanted to …
... just know that I am going through another depressive episode. Just when I think I am out; I get sucked back in. Not sure if I will ever come out of this cycle; not sure if it will ever end. I just want to survive this and overcome this. I just want to be …
Within the past two nights, God led me to 2nd Samuel 13:33-34 and Matthew 14:3-6, and it has been quite interesting journey. While reading these verses and their whole chapters, there were some connections I started to see. However, one of the connections that jumped out to me the most was lust. Lust, to me, …
I love God more than the excitement of my temptations. I love God more than the comfort of my fears. I love God more than the emotional walls I have constructed and held onto. I love God more than the pain I refused to let go. I love God more than the grudges. I love …
Dear God, What do you do when everything around you is suddenly changing and you are in the midst of it all? What do you do when it causes a tick of discomfort and you suddenly want to hide? What do you do when all the things that you once knew are changing to something …
Currently, I do not even feel like typing this blog. I am feeling rather depressed to be honest with you. I would rather curl up into a ball and sleep my days away. I would rather not face my current struggles, or, have them abruptly solve on their own without any of my own involvement. …
...Challenges This past week I faced one of my greatest fears: Bathing suit shopping. I haven't gotten in a bathing suit nor bought one in 17 years. So that means, I am 25 years old now and I haven't been in a bathing suit since I was 8 years old. When I was 8 years …
"Well... this is interesting, and funny. Lemme see what this is all about..." Curiosity and being bored one night was all it took for me to download one of those infamous Christian dating apps. I wasn't sure as to why I was doing it, but I was excited. I was wondering what route and experiences …
... Here we go. There is no specific topic this week. Â I just want to rant and know how everyone is feeling, thinking, living in this week. Seriously. That is my only concern. Â Because there was no way I could not address all of the turmoil and pain that has happened within this recent week. …
Enjoying the sweetness of god 