Dear God, I like this guy. Like, I REALLY like this dude. He is handsome, funny, witty, smart, charismatic, and has a passion to serve people. We talk every time we see each other. He seems into me and I am definitely into him. I couldn't have stumbled upon anyone better <3. Anyway, I want …
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When first writing about pain in my personal journal, I was not sure where God was taking me with this particular piece, especially with the start of the new year. I wanted to do something fun, but He asked me to do something meaningful, reflective, and thought-inducing (not my word, His). At the time, I …
Hey guys! Welcome back to this month’s installment of Life Lessons. First, I definitely wanna apologize to everyone for missing the month of September. September was an unusual month for me this year and I didn't make time to write for the very reason of this months life lesson: I wanted everything to perfect. After …
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... just know that I am going through another depressive episode. Just when I think I am out; I get sucked back in. Not sure if I will ever come out of this cycle; not sure if it will ever end. I just want to survive this and overcome this. I just want to be …
I love God more than the excitement of my temptations. I love God more than the comfort of my fears. I love God more than the emotional walls I have constructed and held onto. I love God more than the pain I refused to let go. I love God more than the grudges. I love …
Currently, I do not even feel like typing this blog. I am feeling rather depressed to be honest with you. I would rather curl up into a ball and sleep my days away. I would rather not face my current struggles, or, have them abruptly solve on their own without any of my own involvement. …
...Challenges This past week I faced one of my greatest fears: Bathing suit shopping. I haven't gotten in a bathing suit nor bought one in 17 years. So that means, I am 25 years old now and I haven't been in a bathing suit since I was 8 years old. When I was 8 years …
... Here we go. There is no specific topic this week. I just want to rant and know how everyone is feeling, thinking, living in this week. Seriously. That is my only concern. Because there was no way I could not address all of the turmoil and pain that has happened within this recent week. …
Enjoying the sweetness of god 